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2011-09-26T22:18:00.000-07:00

Its been years ago since i last update my precious.
Here iam to update you.!

Will be back to update w more information and photo :D

2010-11-19T20:53:00.000-08:00

One week pass, he's gone. RIP ahgu.

After funeral went home nua
Met Grandfather to go in m'sia as he wanna pump petrol and buy things. Whoohooo, lollipoop! Came out ard 12plusss, super shag. Homed aftermath.

2010-11-14T23:00:00.000-08:00

It's been 1months plus since i last update.
Here goess the post.

lots of thing happen too sudden, just like i used to have one family w four, but now three as family broken. This i shall cast aside, as it's don't really affect me.

Just one year six months ago i get to know him, and its vanish just two months after that. And now when he comes back and ask how am i, i seriously don'tknow what i can answer back. Just because of you, i never step into any other r/s because that impact is too big to carry, because of that bitch, i don't really give trust to any friend ard me. I hold back in whatever i can do. Now you turn back all because you brokeup w her, damns im not her substitute alright!

Up till now A you're the one whom i feel so secure whenever in your hands, you never fail to do monkey action to let me laugh, you never complain that im using you just because of that someone. You give me a feeling that can't be explain. I just know im urging to see you or even your text everyday.

Here are tons of overdue photo not according.

2010-08-29T20:08:00.000-07:00

Harry's after work w Peishan and Stephy, and over to watch their Bf's. Hahaha!
Drunkard lying flat at the middle of the floor. Laughs!

Talkcock singsong till before 3am, walk back to took cab, Peishan alight and then Stephy, and i straight cab till nearby CP to meetup YC, J, Y,L and idontknow what name -.-
Jason is such a pain in my ass, fcuking noisy till i tabuleh tahan and scolded him. lmaoo!
Linda and I playing stupid iphone games and almost fall asleep inside YC's car. Yawns, terribleee headacheeee. YC seeing me tired so sent me back home first, and he went home aftermath to sleep as he's also tired. Loveyoutobitssslahs.

2010-08-06T23:15:00.000-07:00

Im late im late for work like everytime. Heng YC give me morning calls.
He came over and fetch me to work, Bought me Ham and cheese before he come over and fetch me to work. \Y/ Fetch me to work and he drove back home and sleep. Like one Pig only -.-"
thankyousss very muchs YC!

Bus-ed home after work, And meeting YC and keith later.. Yoowhooo!

2010-08-05T23:28:00.000-07:00

Im finally homeee
Fcuking awake at 6am.
Nua till 6.3o then prepare, late already so cab to bugis.
Macs Breakfast w Peishan. And she acc all the way to Shaw Tower.
9.30 reach ended up start at 10am,
Once that teacher open his mouth and i open up the books with 152pages make me keep yawning and almost shut my eyes. Till 12pm break.

1Pm continue again got to know this guy adrain, quite handsome but age abit wrong. Hahaha.
Click rather well as both of us smoke and talk about angkongs and personal stuff. Talk to him make me laugh non-stop till 4pm. 4pm started our exam, knsai till 5plus, smoked with Adrian and then back to class for the last exam. Fcuk, heart pumping like wth. Cb Adrain keep zizisiaosiao, make me xiasuay infront of the teacher. Lols. Ended at8pm. Wtf. Is like worst then going to school. Then cab to MS for dinner at JerkThai. Damn ex and bloated.

2010-08-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

5days since i last saw you.
You make me like a fool waiting like fuck ):
Since you wanted it this way then fine. Let it be, let it go.
Quarrel is all you wanted everytime, i gave in but ended up you wanna quarrel more.
I can't tolerate anymore, im going bersek all because of you. Do you know ?
You asked for more, i don't and you gone crazy and wanna quarrel with me. I don't seem to understand you any longer. You don't say sorry till i really flare, for what. You don't seem to understand me also.

You really make my nerves to an extend im really gonna pick a fight with you anytime anywhere ):

And forgodnessss, touch your small heart before you say i treat you like dust.
When you're sick, i make a attemp to cab down to your house middle of 3am and bring you to 24clinic to see doctor, and bring you home w/o complains and cab home, and next morning because of you, big fcuk morning i went over to your house again to buy food for you and feed you fcuk med. And your mum still say don't care you, but did i just leave you before. Wtf. Whatever you want lahs. I don't give a damn.

2010-07-27T00:21:00.000-07:00

and now you don't give a big fcuk so do I, i don'twant to be like an idiot msging you and you don't even give a fcuk to reply. Fine FINE! I surrender, is up to you already. Im seriously tired to be like an idiot or clown to keep waiting.

2010-07-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

Bloodyhell awake and whole body damn pain, stomach bloated.
Rebel w Fionna and Stephy last night. Fionna GG first, aftermath went back Rebel and saw Fiq. LOL Left ard 4plus ?
Home and KO w/o removing makesup. LOL.
Damn bloody awake at 3pm, and went down to meet JH. And he bloodyhell sleep like memaid for 2hours __ Im like stupid playing facebook thing and msging YC in his lorry -.-"

Till 6plus went up to prepare to meet YC.
He came over to fetch me and over to JC just 2min and we quarrel, and then Ubi as he go meet his friend, and ended up quarrel w him over small things. Damn piss till i saw a cab and i took back to Hougang. Tsktsk. And RAINING fcuk BIG. More steam! Cab over point and went over voideck to sit. And 1hour later he came over to look for me, and fetch me home as is raining fcuk big. YC, can you don't be so stubborn, is really pissing me off you know. I didn't even show a fcuking attitude toward you, and you can fcuk keep saying i give you face. Nnb ahs! Dulan to max !

Photo at Rebel

2010-07-18T23:22:00.000-07:00

Evening relative come and left ard 8plus.
Busy running up and down. LOL
9plus Yicong came over and find me and den over to sengkanng awhile.
Drove me back at 10plus as i need to do something (:
Having soreeyes due to lenses __

Only 2photo at the moment.

OverDuesss photo (:

Im missing you since last thurs
how am i going to make you back ? ):

2010-07-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

Infatuation or Love ?

2010-07-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

我不懂怎么去爱你.

DragonFly last night w Joe, Darren and peishan
hennessy and martell. High is the words. Whole night im freezing inside like wtf!
Before 3am three( include me) person went High already. LOL
Joe sent shan home then sent me back.

History came back.

How R treat me, now i'm having the same treatment again.

Im scared of it already. That scars heal, bud its coming back toward me.

This make me think of it like a stone person whole day.

Im not a fling toward you, and don't even think of it.

你做了选择对的错的
我只能承认心是痛的
怀疑你舍得我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了何必再强忍
我没有选择我不再完整
原来最后的吻如此冰冷
你只能默认我要被割舍
眼看着你走了

2010-06-24T23:18:00.000-07:00

Whoot!
MC today. Whole day sleeping and coughing my lungs out.
that great feeling being cared by people is so good. LOL.
Went out at 8plus to get my stick light up, if not i'm going crazy staying at home whole day. 10plus Nigel came over my house nearby and slack till 12 ?

Sometimes thing are hard to say
Bud don't regret for life if you don't say it out now
cause things will change, appearance too.

Stupid Nigel say till JK justnow, make me feel so speechless justnow.
Rewind me back about the past again.
that feeling of hurts you given me is not big thing to you, bud to me YES.
You written a fullstop on my heart, hardly now people can walk in to my life.
I detest myself for being like this, i let go of A because you're still on my mind, i let go Y also. I regretted for not cherishing the time being with you.
No matter how tired you're, you'll definity make a time for me at night just for me to see you for that few hours, losing sleep because i can't get to bed, making you hard time tgt with your friends gathering. I hate going CK, bud now i feel abit stupid for advoiding those places we went before. -.-"
No matter how hard or whatever, i just can't get rid you in my mind. OHMYF

2010-06-23T21:49:00.000-07:00

delcare sick for 2Days already. Flu is running toward me recently.
tired tired tired. After work went back straight, 109 to point to get stuff and home with waffle. LOL.

Felt that everyone around me so fake till i can see tru you.
You're doing nothing to make me feel that you're part of my friend, pushing those blame to me when you're the one who spilt it out first. And your F mouth can only say 'WE', the only thing you'll keep saying is 'WE' the one who start first. WTH!
You're rather dumb, he knew most what you've done. So i can't be bother also. What i can say is you're rather 'WICKED'. Your F attitude, Your F character, Your F irraites face. YOU KNOW I HATE YOU ? ROAR, stupid idiot big F !

2010-06-22T18:27:00.000-07:00

happy21Bday

though is already apart, bud your birthday always remind in my mind no matter how i've already forget. Just close to this period our F gone apart and also you just totally don't give a damn to it at all. tsktsk. The present i bought will never sent it out to you, and is at my house rotting for many few months till i gaveup and give it to friend to wear it. Bud hopefully he'll never wear it infront of me as that gift is only presentable to him cause is bought at his will of fit. You found your new L, so i just can wish you well of luck. You given me a very good memories within 2months. Yet everything is gone. Though you're my everything that time bud you're nothing to me now. Bud i just want you to be happy (: That's all.

2010-06-13T22:08:00.000-07:00

You're the one who make me continue to hang on.
That feeling is one year i had before, and up till now you're the only one that can break it through. 'V' thanks for letting that feeling gone by me again.
That warm shoulder, warm hand making me so speechless. ROAR.

2010-06-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

Release at 8pm due to a fcuker. And cab home as i got to rush to meet Vinc awhile.
I think aftermath i got out of my house at 10plus ? JH came over to fetch me den went over to find Stephy. HPlaza > MountFaber nearby > Machperson rd > Loyang DuaPehGong and lastly Idontknow where's that area called. A place that near Airport that can see aeroplane above your head. Whoowhosh!
Back home at 5plus.

Grandfather patience is the words for you (:

2010-06-09T10:02:00.000-07:00

went back ard 9plus.
Den JunHong came over and look for me.
Aftermath serangooN to look for Vincent and Tommy.
They had their fcuking prata, and im there like stupid. -.-
Back home at 1

2010-06-06T15:02:00.000-07:00

FYI, photo will not be update for the time being.

Im so BLOODY HELL tired!
Basically i gone crazy yesterday doing weirdo stuff at work. Tears drop down like fcuk.
Im so speechless last night. Hungry, dulan, no mood for work!

Can i don't stay at home when M is always at home ? I'm going crazy is she continue staying at home till end of the month. She never fail to kpkb whenever we wake up in the morning. Is like super WTF. That feeling of that moment don't feel good, as i just wake up and she just started her nonsense.

Because of your mouth, matter become big which i don't which to describe here.
You can say is not you, bud use your bloody mind and think, who can't keep secret in the first place and so jumpy when you don't even know a single big fcuk. You're the one who's causing this matter to become big. And you got that hell gut to tell me don't think so much must see open -.- For what lahs. Is pretty obvious that till now you still dontknow we know what's the truth and YES you betray us!

Im so tired toward everything. Tell me what should i do ?

2010-05-31T23:53:00.000-07:00

Im so tired.
Sat OFF.
Met steph to Marina > Orchard and from cine Nigel and his friend came to fetch us to Bugis. Cost me bomb going shopping. Nigel and his friend waited for us like near to an hour outside. Haas. Can't walk off as stuff are still at their car -.-
Done everything and they fetch us back to Hougang. They left us there till 11pm and came over to fetch us to rounding. PunggolEnd - Yishun (Chamber) - Yishun Dam &Homed aftermath. Steph scare till speechless, 140km killing our life. Heng we're still alive. Laughs!

Sunday
Nightmare working on sunday.
Im having a hard time at the shop. Miserable is what i can describe.
Mind your mouth with all those words.
I never had such big feeling ): Speechless. !
Ended work and Nigel and JH came and fetch me home. Den to JK nearby and back to ave8 and saw Matthew. tsktsk. Amk and back home. Yawnsss!

Monday
Everything is fine. Actually can talk more to Gary, bud JH and nigel came and fetch me. I reac home before 11 -.- Whooow, JH petrol machiam free de sehs, fetch till song man -.- lmaooo!

I sort of stop thinking about you earlier, bud i can't stop it by flashing back those memories in my mind.
I think the only reason why people hold onto memories so tight
is because memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does.

我不要你走我不想放手
却又不能够奢求同情的温柔
你可以自由我愿意承受
把昨天留给我

如果这就是爱情本来就不公平
你不需要讲理我可以离去
如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清是我证明我爱你

2010-05-18T23:56:00.000-07:00

Whoosh! Feel so geat after thrashing many stuff out to boss for one hour.
Job with 2boss. Bud only one boss that can turn to and also one friend.
Thanks for listening boss (:

2010-05-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

What more should i change ?
I can only change till here, i can't do more den this anymore.
You're making my life staying at work so difficult and miserable
To let customers content i've already done my part, bud doubt you see it.
RUDE ? You can say im being rude, this i agree. Whatever it's already. I give up TOTALLY. I've done what i could till i can't recongise who the heck am i already, if you choose to say i'm still the same as one year ago den i'm sorry to say i had dissapointed you.

2010-05-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

MY NEW LOVE! 黄腾浩

2010-05-01T08:48:00.000-07:00

Somehow this post is only for AL.

Im really sorry if i ingnore you for the past weeks, making you feel that im avoiding you. Im REAL sorry. Im back to normal already. I just want us to be back to normal like last time. Spending night time talking for more den 4hours on the phone or even more. We can talk anything even everywhere.
Don't ingnore me. Im sorry ): IF you were to come to my blog, im here to say Im sorry.

2010-04-22T23:13:00.000-07:00

I think is time for me to give up this job to others.
Is not because when you'll talk to me about my attitude or whatsoever
After that day letting her just shoot right at my mouth, i seriously got nothing else to speak muchs. Been thinking everyday after that sunday. Striking me real hard. I don'twant to make thing difficult for you'll, You and I wun know when and where people will complain me again. Boss treated me VERY GOOD this's what i can say out loud. I think no boss can be compare to them. I never regret going there for interview - work - knows friend and boss that can be talk in any ways.
I don't know how to put on a fake smile working anymore.

我真的好累好累

I seriously don't know how to put on a smile when i know something went missing
Like how he left me that very moment.

2010-04-18T23:29:00.000-07:00

someone just strike with all those words. and i dontknow why am i tearing just liddat. Fcuk stupid! The way you talk is fcuk hurting thought sometimes thing can be straight forward. You totally strike me REAL hard. And i promise myself not to forgive you already. I can pretend to be ARK with you, bud behind sorry bud to say you're my BIGGEST enermies now.

2010-04-15T23:50:00.000-07:00

Eh i seriously don't get a fcuking problem i've with you now?
You should know me well enough when i talk i fcuking abit laulan right ? You not happy the way i talk your problem luhs. Attitude what sia, you think only you've attitude isit ? Fcuk off luhs. Grow up dude!
I didn't regret STAYING at sengkang with my friends last night happily chatting.
I never regret i didn't went clubbing with you'll last night. D A M N - I T!!
Spolit my mood for this night. P C B ! AGRH! And i doesn't have that mood and whatever to quarrel with you now.

S U P ER P I SS O FF

2010-04-14T23:22:00.000-07:00

This few day left work before 8.
Today rushing here and there. After work cab down to meet manuela and den fetch her bf's. And den to Rivervalemall to meet my beloved SHERRY GOH!
I notice i took cab like almost everyday, that's why my monthly pay just fly likethis.
Lepak and chat with Sherry, is like when talking about michiko, she's damn super happy lohs. What a HAPPY MUMMY uh. We shall see my dearest Michiko this sat alright.
I'll be damn super busy on this sat ):

Got so much to say bud i doesn't wish to type out. Everyone is attach and married ): Super SHAG ahs! R-J-L-R-D-Y-A All gone ):

2010-04-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

Im OFF today. Like finally. tsktsk
Actually meeting Sweetheart at 3pm and we change it to 6pm instead, and i reach late. Sorry Sweetheart. Went eating and den to our shopping day. Roar, i spent alot $$$$ -.- Stupid sweetheart so annoying lohs. HAHAHA. We spent more den i think 2hours at bugisstreet buying stuff. Aftermath to iluma garden for photo. HAHAHA.
Around 11 or something sweetheart bus home and i waited for cab till super pekchek so i walk over street outside to take bus back. (@&#(@*(@&&))@
Stupid facebook don't let me upload photo. MA DEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! Sweetheart shall meet again before your holiday end ok ? Movie Movie Movie.!

2010-04-10T11:49:00.000-07:00

After work went down FLY to meet Gary and 'Gf. Reach there w/o table -.- Annoying..
Crazy people all around -.- Finally got a table all of us already half gone case already. And someone damn ewwww blablablablah. Awhile when we drink halfway, we went over sofa sits. Gary's Brother is totally MAD/CRAZY/GONECASE, and that stupid damn gay. Puke*! Ann and i like waiting for our fav song bud noone sang. T.T Gary and his bro's is totally gonecase already. HAHAHA! Jasper, mag, shan and i are totally damn awake. Went back around 4plus
Head spinning Head spinning Head spinning Head heavy Head heavy Head heavy.! AGRH!

2010-04-03T23:42:00.000-07:00

Im homed like finally.
Before 9.3oam i reach suntec. Went over to meet LiYing to take my pass, ended up we're from the same SEC school. So concidence and he's lawrence's niece. Waa, double concidence sia. So went inside for out booth. Desmond reach already, im bloody mad to walk over shop at MS to take drinks to drink and walk all the way back to suntec. Follow by vincent and lawrence came, not long they left. Feel more confortable w/o them there. Till 3 or 4plus, law came back again, and i walk over MS AGAIN to take drink for them -.- Like wth, walking marathon today sia. tsktsk. Walk all the way back with just 3cups of drinks (GMT,CHOCO M and SB YOG). Walk like hell so fast back to suntec -.- Zzzz and OHYA, they told us minster will be there at 10AM, ended up 11AM, endedup till NIGHT time no one is there. Wtfook. Only people we saw is AllanWu, LiLin, HongHuiFang and ZhengGePing. tsktsktsk luhs. Waste my effort to reach before 9.3oam. ZzzZZzzz.
Manuela like finally came! Whohooooo, got many many stuff to tell her, bud when i saw her idk where to start . LOL! Bus-ed home tgt with LiYing,Manuela and 's bf. HoooooHoooooo. Meeting Manuela tmr for dinner after both of us end work. Yahooooooooooooooooooo! No one is gonna disturb our loving talk tmr (((: No areoplane ahs.! <3

Afterall fun working with LiYing, she's damn friendly to the max luhs

2010-04-02T23:51:00.000-07:00

till now i still don't get it. Serious don't get it

heart to heart talk with my 2darling justnow, and we say everything out of our mind. Cherish now, never regret after losing it. We share almost every single bits of stuff till we almost breakdown. LOL. Maybe is the wrong timing i get to know you and started to step into a fool decision. ALL SHATTERED DREAMS after 2months. Soon 3months more to your "BD", i'll never forget this day when i saw with my own eyes with Aloevera. I'll never never forget it cause is reminding me each and everytime i step to that fcuking place ): tsktsktsk.

2010-03-30T00:31:00.000-07:00

Bloody hell tiring.
I am super early at work today! I reach just in time in the whole 4months. HAHAHA
Awake at 8- Prepare till 9- Bus at 9plus- Reach work at 10am. Woohoooo.
Can i don't work and money will drop from the whole GREEN trees? LOL.
Forgetten what the heck i wanna post already.
Erm Hmm, Justnow betting with Gary. He tot both of us is super dumb. He say "Guess right, tmr get pay". Once i smell i say the taste shan drink and also say. HAHAHA, and we'll be getting pay tmr. YAY YAY YAY YAY.!

Should i go club tmr with Girlfriend and cliques ? Maybe not. LOL Got to spend wise already, Got to buy stuff i need most, Got to save some for my next whole months. Should be getting a nightlife job soon. Bud i'm thinking super hard whether to work at pub/club as familiar faces all around. tsktsktsk.. Needed most now is money money MONEY.

Envy is what i can say now.
*Bang the wall*

2010-03-29T22:51:00.000-07:00

Im back home SUPER early today. After work out for sticks and bus-ed home straight.
Can't think of anything bud memoriess.
And he remind me to go Grandma's niche to pray. I didn't go for more den 5month when Grandma's niche is done, and due to my crash time-slot i can't slot even an hours to go. Im sorry. Weekday working till night and this whole week i've work as there's event at suntec. More shit, morning till night. How do i have the time to go ): Next week GRANDMA, I'll definity go next weekend when i've my OFF day. I promise.

and i got to do something with this current job i'm working on. Maybe after July or August guess is really time for me to quit and change job and enviorment. Sometime you just can't stop conflict between one another. No one is perfect and please don't ever tell me from the day you work till today, you had never gossip each other beforee. In this world no one can never stop their mouth from bad-mouthed. This im sure, cause in millions of people inside, im one of them. Bud i swear during my work at EAC working with you, i had never bad-mouthed you before infront of either one boss. Maybe im those kind of senstive when people beside me just gossip and showing those sacarstic faces. I don't like fake facesss. Straight to the point sometime i can take it. Also to say i should also change myself, i know myself too well. Im posting this not because of im having any conflicts with my working friends or boss. Cause im seeing my balance for this job is starting to shake. I can say i do like working there, bud maybe sometimes thing aren't that smooth to me.

9/half month since you left, you've move on to another r/s. Im still lingering onto. Asking to move on can't be help, as day past, feeling gone FONDER not FADING. Regretted for deleting those P you took on my hp. NO, im not dumb bud stupid to choose not to giveup. Asking people to giveup is easy, till when is your turn you'll know the pain when people ask you to give up and move on. Is never easy when you do, bud is easy to use your mouth. Actions speak louder den voice, Yes i agree. Bud voices is only to friend around, deep inside is worser den being slash. Like OR Love. I can't see the differents till now. I still can't find any reason why i choose not to contact you anymore when i last see you at JK. Fcukshit, Damnshit, WorstShit.! AGRH. I never regret once loving you so hard and pleasing you till max. Im still holding on to that feeling. What's on earth with mee!

I've once fallen for you, but your feeling can never compared with mine.
Can those past be rewind back ?

寂寞若隱若現有了你在我身邊將孤單通通消滅
有了你在身邊我ㄧ點都不累自信還大大加倍
有我在你身邊把悲傷化成喜悅讓夢想全都實現

2010-03-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

Im going mad due to my cramps __
and still needed to go work later in the early morning. Hope i wun go mad working with him tmr as im still not in a very good mood. tsktsk.
Can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep )):
Im dropping dead soon.

________________________________________________________________

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAAZELAH.

Im back from work. Phew today HENG AH HENG no people.

If not i sure kpkb. And that noob dont'know what's STM -.- Super cock luhs you. Hahaha

Say fanny and also syuhuda at my shop. Super shock to see Syuhuda. LOL

Im fcuking hungry since morning, stomach knocking and knocking. __

Ended work and went over Kelvin's house awhile to take my clothes back. And he drove me back home speeding -.- Killing my life. Cccb! Im off to bath, watch my tv and eat my mee.

为什么我却只想要哭

2010-03-23T23:23:00.000-07:00

Im soon going to dieeeee.
Falling sick soon due to the &#$&#(@& weather and also last whole week chiong too much in the aircon area. tsktsk.
Gonna saveup money for June to go somewhere with Wk and friends. HiakHiakHiak*.
Stop sneezing stop sneezing STOP SNEZZING.

Im missing my precious SLUT Manuela for not meeting for almost a month ):
Im missing my LG Tzewei for not meeting for almost a month ):
I'm missing my DAR PeiYi for not meeting for almost a monthssss ):
I'm missing my GF Shero/Jialing/Kiefer for not meeting almost 3MONTHS )))):
and also Im missing my beloved BF Steven for not meeting 3day )))))))))))))))):

&fcuking what's wrong with you asking me haven get sacked yet wor. __ Fcuk you. What you meant by that ?! CHEEBYEEE!

2010-03-20T17:52:00.000-07:00

Rebel last night again.
Sonner or later MAG and SHAN will be my clubbing kaki other den my cliques. HAHAHA
Attica first to meet MAG's Girlfriends. I tell you we don't really like that bitch bud because is MAG's friends so we just SUA SUA KE. Aries, Inessa and one TKB. Whuuuwhooot. As bouncer told us to come out 12midnight to collect the stamps cause we went in free. Awws, damn good of that bouncer. Bud before 12MN we left there already. SHAN and ME went over Rebel/Zirca ard 12. Nb, so many familiar facessss. tsktsk. Hide at my concer as SHAN feel so old over there. I went Attica i don't feel good, you went Rebel you don't feel good. Gulity*. Luckily you did dance over there. I only can enjoy at Rebel den Attica. 4Shots and tiger mix. tsktskkk.! SHAN and me was laughing till that guy left Rebel. Tabuleh tahan siah. Left ard 2 or 3am. Accompany her cab home bfore i went over to find my cliques. Yawnssssss. I'm so tired. LOL.

Starting to step in Rebel
so that i could slowly put down the past we went there before

2010-03-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

I declare i'm going mad all due to kelvin tay ):
Damn funny things is that bloody indian pointed outside, damn xiasuay. __
I'm going to hide my face when i see him again -___- BLOODY SHIT.

I'm just randoming viewing facebook and i went to someones profile
and i get damn fustrated.
You fcuking bitch. &(#@&#(@&#(
Describe you with ENGLISH is only, "Bitch", "Slut, "Cheater", "Betrayed", "Prostitute". And i swear in my next YEARS i'm not going to have this kind of friend in my phonebook. I make sure you pay for what you did to me. One day if i were to see you down the road i make sure i will say out loud " Bitch who steal who snatch who use her figure to seduce people ". I will defintity make sure i do that. AGRH ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUV . tsktsk. I can't think of more names to name you anymore. You're making your life diffcult for making me. One by one of my friends become yours, all because you use your FIGURE and DAMN COCK FACE to seduce them to your side. I can say i doesn't have either one, bud i won't make myself so disgrace like you. ROAR. I'm getting more and more on fire. Shall not contiune anymore before i flare and name your fcuking name out. And remember you make me once suffer, i make you twice back. I've changed, i'm no longer that scare of anything like 1year back anymore.

I think i'm damn in love with O.O

2010-03-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

Is there a need to lie to me? &#(@&$(@&#
If you really meant what you mean, den i'm sorry to say NO, NEVER!
Luckily i aren't that stupid to let you hook onto. AGRH! I'm going mad!
I wouldn't trust what you tell me again, is all liessss. )):
If you could have try harder on it, den things will be different now.

D, IMY

2010-03-07T02:00:00.000-08:00

Finally got my OFF day today and i'm free to upload and update stuffs.

Slept all the way till 4PM, guess i'm damn tired after that night. Whole body aching and sleepy.

xiaoboi's BOYBOY is damn cute, he's the one dog i find it so CUTE alright, damn quiet and guai.

AGRH! I'm going crazy )):
My beloved utraman came looking for me at my work place, accompany him to foodcourt for his currynoodleee. And den went down again. Waited for peishan's BF to arrive before we go head to fly. 1oplus cab down fly. Met sean and friend's over there, so concidence aaron's friend and sean knows each other -.- tsktsk. While waiting for others to reach i went over Ph like wth. Being drag by sean and friends in. That 12 tequila nearly kill me luckily i remember to bring. HAHAHAH. And i zao back to fly to find them. Awhile later mag and jasper came so drink tgt awhile, and adam say he's outside already with his 3friend waiting and i shooff outside again and went in ph awhile and came out. The bouncer there say "You very busy ah! See you come in come out so many times" LAUGHS! Over back to fly to find them, that Martell make me abit high more. Nearly puke bud i hold back. Whooowhuuu. 3 or 4am went buying 2Lychee martini and 2 shots and Jasper open one more martell. Waa, can die man.
Left ard 4plus Mag their sent Shan home, while i went outside to find cliques and went kelvin house to lepak till i fall asleep like LOG. Luckily he wake me up if not i die. Home to change and cab down to work ): Bloodyhell sleepy and head spinning like wtf.
HAVING STOMACH ACHE NOW. A(&#@(#&@(#&

2010-02-28T01:21:00.000-08:00

Awake in th morning just to settle some stuff before heading out.
Otw to shop Andy called and say he reach already. I'm like still otw there -.-
So reach faster fly over to shop and call andy to meet me at Guardian first.
Pass Andy stuff and den ask them to shop to start. Yooowhoooo. YW like staring and keep thinking end up know -.- Thanks Jurist ahs, and also Y,C,A,M,L,A. Thanks alot ahs.
End everything went out to talk to Gary, as there's lots of stuff going on. Talk for almost 1hour -.- I tell you i seriously feel like crying out the moment he ask me to "smile to her even she come and buy again". I hold back quite long and i kept very quiet and doesn't know if i should say "Ok or NO" is seriously fcuk difficult to face her when she done this fcuking complain. Asking me to smile to her, i doubt i myself can do it. I can don't show anyone attitude bud toward her is ......... Please be more understanding. I can joke or what to people, bud when that fcuking person step my tails, i make sure she taste what i taste before. I can be nasty if you treat me bad. Think twice of what you do and say. Afterall this is HUGE blow to me first time. Deep down my heart, what i can say she seriously make my DAY man. Pcb LaoCB! &#&#&@@&(@&*#(. Shall stop ranting. AGRH ! I rather you scold me or what den believe me and talk to me nicely.
Left there at 3plus.
THANK YOUUUU ANDY !!!!
aftermath over to quite a number of places. Suntec awhile > PS > Fervalve > Point > Downstair.

2010-02-26T23:43:00.000-08:00

Till today i realise everything you done is so fake.
I treated you as a very AKL friend, talking those personal stuff to you, being so close. Everything is BULLSHIT. You treat me as a fool.
You name me with "Attitude Problem" i'm fine with it, cause i know myself well that i seriously have AP, bud wtf who doesn't have it ? NBCB.
You don't tell me you doesnt have ?
YOU shoot me back with those nonsense you did also. Wtf. I'm not a fool for you to play with. If you think i'm easy being bullied, i'm sorry to say you're totally wrong. You wanna play this with me, den don't regret me for getting so mean.
I've my limit in everything. GET IT BITCH!

I just did a very stupid stuff today, and end up getting myself in hot-soup.

Maybe quitting will be easy for everyone. I agree i have attitude everytime bud people knows me well should know i can joke ard bud depend on who and when it's. Bud this time i totally break down with this complain. I don't wish to be in this state. Don't talk to me nicely, you're making me more worried. Scold me if you want to do so. Your talk make me ended up crying like hell this whole afternoon. Scold me scold me scold me scold me. I wun talk back (I promise)

This hell Bitch don't ever make me serve you, i'm very sure i'll serve you like what i did to you today. Pcb. Watch out you this #&@(&#@(

2010-02-22T23:57:00.000-08:00

Yohoooooow.
FRIDAY Aaron came to shop to look for me, and HAHAHA i can't even recongise him at all, he changed and he say i changed too (become short and fat) Nbcb. tsktsk. After work mrt-ed to TPY and cab home -.-
Ard 12plus Sean wanna meet so fly over opposite to meet him till 2plus.
SAT after work i actually took TRAIN to TPY and cab again over Plaza to S&M. Lepak till 1plus and cab home. Bloodyhell since starting of CNY till now whenever i wakeup in the morning i'll have bad muscles ache and i dont even feel like waking up -.- Fcukshit.
SUNDAY miserable work day, DAMN bored. Gaining more and more due to working in that shop. Got nothing to do kept eating. WWTF. Cannot cannot, gonna find ways to slim down all over again. Roars.

and TODAY.
Just finish "Xia Yi, Zhan Xin Fu" Wtf? Tot is the last episode in th end final episode is next week. Got to wait other one week more -.-
DAMN IT. SHAG SHAG SHAG. My fruity liteeee i make sure i'll drink you up everyday 2-3time.

2010-02-17T23:56:00.000-08:00

ReuionDinner Food

16Feb2o1o

Went down early to shop as Gary called asking for help. So prepare and cab down.
Flood Flood Flood with water. Tabuleh tahan man. Help out till 9plus and they close shop. Thanks Jasper and Gary for the Angbaoo ahs.
Close shop and finally Steamboat time. :D
Went out to gather with Peishan and bf's and took Gary's car instead of Jasper's to beachroad. We ate since 10plus till 1am. Crazy damn full. Jasper waited for everyone finish and so bloated and he say buffet eh, and he carry on ordering crabmeat and eat till shiok only -.- Waited for him to finish actually heading home. End up asking them wanna go sheesha as all noob till don'tknow what's that, so agree and went arab street for sheesha. As usual all become mad using pipe to action only. LAUGHS! Jasper shiok only non stop -.- tsktsk* Ended up at there till 3am ! Tabuleh tahan -.- Home and lay dead on my bed.

17Feb2o1o

Start work lohs. Damn Shag. Sleepy like hell. Ended work and went buying Eucerin and new powder. And also my fruity lite. And home after some stuff. Patricia thanks ahs. Home ard 9plus. Ate and rush out to meet my beloved LG which i didn't see her for like 234567Monthssssss. Pei shall gather soon tgt alright. >

2010-02-16T01:06:00.000-08:00

I HAD NEVER MET SUCH A FCUKING IRRIRATING GUY BEFORE IN MY LIFE.
I'M HAVING HEART ATTACK TALKING TO HIM. #&(@^#(@#*#) YOU'RE REALLY GETTING MY NERVES OFF ! PCB. PEOPLE WHO ARE CLEVER ENOUGH KNOWS IF ONE PERSON REPLY YOU SAYING "I'LL MSG YOU WHEN I'M FREE" THAT MEANING IS SO WHITE INFRONT ALREADY. MUST YOU LET ME BE MORE STRAIGHFORWARD TO YOU ? -.- OMFG *BANGWALL* YOUR MSG IS WAY TOO FCUKING IRRIRATING. CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE.

2010-02-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

Deleted my previous post.

Yesterday dinner *thumbsup*

Went ChoaChuKang in the late afternoon with mum and brother, and to visit Grandma's at somewhere nearby central. Meanwhile lionel's saiguan stop beside the trafficlight JUST beside me -.-

Cab home after that, aftermath went out again to point to meet them. Walk over ave8 for dinner and lepak awhile and homed (:

Tmr going over fernvale and pohhuat something something to visit Grandma's and Aunt's Niche.

Tues might be going down marina to do something as MRJ and MRG say so, maybe aftermath going for steamboat with them and drinking (: Whootwhoooo.

Valentine day is what a shit ):
I do not miss you bud hate you now (:

2010-02-09T00:06:00.000-08:00

Its been long since i last update photo right ? (:
Some photo taken since last weeks (:

Can't really remember after work where i went -.-
SATURDAY
OFF so met Stephy to town to buy clothes, saw J over there chatted awhile and head over FarEast den to ComCenter. *thanks Stephanie ahs for the accompany* Done and everything headed to MarinaS and den 10plus to PrizeStage. Left and cab back, otw back Melvin call and ask to meet so went Fernvale to meet them instead of heading home and rest ): Left there ard 1pluss (:

SUNDAY
Work and eventually i got to know something. I abit just too disappointed for what both of you say. Sighs. Coming to 8 plus have a talk with Jasper about something. ( I'm sure i can change, bud is not easy bud give me some time. I'm sure i can slowly learn to control my anger and attitude ) 9plus stephanie came down with not to meet me actually bud to catch ( DOREMON ) __ HAHAHA. and bus back. Met melvin again. LOL

MONDAY
Somehow is difficult for me to talk to you because of what you say.
I did gave you face, bud i don't mean it cause the way you say ia abit too far.
**** i'm sorry if i give you face, let me cool myself down for few day (:

TUESDAY = TODAY
Ended work and went up because of the doramon -.- Peishan caught one and thanks to the person. Jasper sent us back after done everything. Thanks ahs

2010-02-05T00:27:00.000-08:00

FULL OF ANGER !
Without complain we do, without stealing we do, without upside down we do
Everything that you'll care, we care too, bud in the end we got this without nothing.
Things that you'll wanted we does. Empty we got ):
Nahs, shall not vent more. Is just few mins only.

AGRH AGRH AGRH!!! Cab-ed home as there's stuffs i needed to settle.
Sat town-ing. *Put on smile back*

Doesnt know how to explain those empty heart. Thinking back of those cuts that stab me real hard took me few months to forget, bud somehow cuts stays forever. I can't resist for not seeing your profile. Something wrong with me -.-. How TO How CAN ? Am i that dumb to let you fool around ? That hurts is way too deep as you're the second person in my life that appear sweet toward me. )):

2010-02-01T23:57:00.000-08:00

Waited for PS to end her work and went out to lepak and puffssss.
talking halfway and i BLOODY HELL saw my WINZCLUB *** and i got mad -.-
Sad enough ):
Shall stop this part. LOL

bused home aftermath (:

back to what i wanna blog, seeing your FB making me feel so uncomfatable, seeing those msg you type before bud to her now. Felt so lost, i don'tknow why i lose you just out of a sudden, and dont ever know up till now that feelings for you is still there -.- *i should be mad* Those words that melt me and things we do tgt and you came looking for me whenever your book out. And till now i don't ever understand why you do this. If you doesn't have that feeeling why wanna cheat me in the first place. Pushing me to like you and in the end pushing me to the cliff. i dontknow what i can say bud everytime i log in FB, that verge of going to see your FB is so high. That moment and thoughts is always precious in my mind up till now, even when you lie and do sort of pattern to me. How can i just let you off my mind, i dosen't want to cheat my own feeling for saying i gave up you in my mind. I can't control! And is leading me crazy thinking of this. ))):

2010-01-31T20:11:00.000-08:00

Damn beat. Work yesterday was damn shiok ahs, provided luckily (P) are not sticky below.

10 end work and went back and bath. Stephy and Melvin came over and find me with my MCHICKEN MEALS. Whooot, thanks ahs. Our whole chatting is all about "FISH with big eyes and slant mouth". Went back ard 1plus, and straight went to bed and ZzzzZZz. Ps ahs Adam not i don'twanna reply, you should know why ahs. *winks*

Early big morning 6AM! Lawrence bomb my phone as i got work later on. Damn it, yawning all the way. Prepare and went down, lawrence sent me first and den fetch sudir. ROAR. And over to LAS! Till 12pm and i cab homeeeee as i'm seriously fcuking tired. Bath and i went to bed till 5plus. HAHAHA.

Forgetten when this photo is taken. ( M's big lighter from CHINA)

Can't be Can't be Can't be Can't be. NONONONONONO

2010-01-28T23:40:00.000-08:00

Last night went over chalet for awhile with *******

Looks like only 'M', 'B', 'Z' are trying to enteraing us.
I just can't stand that freaking "FISH", can't you just make your own eyes looking at yourself or your boyfriend other den staring at people you don'tknow well. ZzZz, standing close to us or whatever to hear what we're trying to say ? Nahs, we doesn't have your "Fish eyes or Mouth" Comment yourself before commenting on other people. tsktsk.
My biggest regret for going down. ( If she's not there, me and her will definity play tgt with you'll )

If only you're the one )):
Please dont tell me i'm starting to fall for you -.- NO WAY!

2010-01-25T23:43:00.000-08:00

Stop everything please, i'm tired of all these quarrel in between.

I'm working, what to you expect me to pick up and also boss is over there, i dont wish to quarrel or whatever on the phonee. WHAT FOR ?!

I'm thinking forget about our family already, i'm tired of it.

I'm soon getting insane before you 2 does.

CAN BOTH OF YOU JUST STOP IT?!

Nothing is important to me now i guess.

Its doesn't matter anymore

You'll understand me especially 'S','M' and 'P', other den this 3 i see no one understand me much. Pretending to be good just for the sake of ******, never will i be dumb again to jump onto your boat.

Super tired already, VERY.

2010-01-24T23:59:00.000-08:00

RAH. I'm back.
OFF today and slept till 3plus. And i got a bet from Gary, and i WIN. HAHAHA

(Can't elobrate what had happen here) As got stalker ((:

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY AHBLACK ((:

2010-01-17T01:42:00.000-08:00

16thJan2o1o

After work walk with Peishan to the usual place, tot of asking Jerry to come fetch me budden he's fcuking noob dontknow where is that place -.-. so i cab homee took a bath and went down to meet him. Off to petrolstation to buy his stupid water, and bought me rounding toward Yishun to find brother to take sth. Actually going ECP bud end up i say (Mai luh, your lisence i scare by the time i reach there i already die already. HAHAHA) so Back to hougang and iam damn tired as next day gonna work so he went to meet his dad and i went home to sleep. )): Sorry ahs.

17thJan2o1o

Coincidence is such a shit.
I never knew it could happen. Thanks for the $5 chickenricee. Lol.
Ended work and cab home straight. Melvin and Stephanie came to find me.
Den down to find Ernest too. Ernest want HER dontwant me liao. LOLS. HAHAHAHA
and finally got that shirt out of my house. Maybe is time i should let go. The memories is pestering me.

I'm tired, i dont wish to talk about anything ):

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都笑我
一个人过生活

2010-01-14T01:05:00.000-08:00

Declare sick since sunday onward.
I can go mad sneezing at shop the whole day. (Stop please)
I'm into a new hongkong drama (Kong tian kan an), peishan and i can stuck inside the shop watching for few espiode for a day. Power right. Laughs.
Shall stop here. Maybe sick is the most wanted stuff i wanna get. You can see people caring for you. HAHAHAHAHA

I dont understand why am i so dumb to go see your profile everytime i log in -.- AGRH, is there a machine that can make human to clear off those bad memories in mind !? 8MONTHS since you left. Bud somehow mind are all over you ): the hurt you left for me is way too deep to vanish.

2010-01-10T00:32:00.000-08:00

Awake and went back sleep till 3plus.
Msg stephanie. In the end we meet at 6plus to Bugis.
Went to bought our new shirt. Haas. Den went to get my ******* done. (:
After done went over to Juntion there and saw EDWIN -___-
Stephanie is like "Blood blood blood" HAHAHAH.
Actually wanna settle our meals there in the end train to Amk.
My fav MincedMeatNoodleeee while steph eat JapRiceee. Lepak awhile and bus-ed homeee.

MorningShift later ):

Crazy Manuela pm me in msn, As my PM in MSN saying : Why do i feel so trapped ? and crazy Manuela reply me "you feel that the cheese is so tempting that when you tried to get it, you realise you are trap in the mouse cage" Lols.

___________________________________________________________________________________

I'm homed. DAMN sneeze the whole fcuking morning till now.
Jasper went to buy idk what panadol for me to eat. ZzZZzz. Kena forceeee to drink, damn eeewww. Aftermath 6plus i'm damn freaking tired eyes wanna closeeee already. So left and cab home ): Damn you noseee. Thanks ahs Japser and Mag (:
AGRH, fuck noseee __

Asking me to stay at home to sleep i think i'll go mad. 8plus went over to meet Manuela CHOCOLATE. Hahahaha. She's like crazy repeat about stuff about him -.- *Slapyou* Lols. SHAG face ):

its easy to talk when you've not experienced it, its easy to talk when you're not in the ditch. Bud i somehow understand.

2010-01-06T01:37:00.000-08:00

Iam going insane already.
After work cab down to meet stephy and co.
morning shift later on )):
My planning due to HIM all goneee. ):

I dontwant anything
bud a someone for me to lean on.

2010-01-05T21:28:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 20th DAUD!

know you for almost a year already. and i'm glad to know you yah.

Times pass and time will heal alright.

if few months back i'll to be truthful to myself i think today things were be different.

Bud anyway you better buck up in your studies alright, and find a GF fast, forget her.

HAPPPYYYY BIRTHDAYY DAUD DAUD ! (:

2010-01-01T23:46:00.000-08:00

2o09 is definitely not a year for me, hope 2o1o will be better den any year.
and i am having gastric the whole afternoon. Almost wanna scold people. lols.

Morning shift tmr ):
I shall go get my passport just incaseeeee my dream trip comes.. :D

2009-12-31T01:17:00.000-08:00

and soon 2oo9 is going to end.
what past is already past i know i knowww!
thanks for all the advise you'll told me. I know i know (:
Hope 2o1o will be a better year for me and everyoneee.

Gary bought Ryan's to shop, and i almost kill him. Hahahahas.
just can't stop playing -__- if gary were to bring him come everyweek, i think i'm soon going to be MAD. lols. Ended work and walk to onegerogestreet with peishan. Sat there and we talk lots of stuff happening to each of us. Yeahs, i know what i'm doing yahs. Thankssss !

2009-12-29T23:05:00.000-08:00

ใคร ๆ ก็ไม่รักเรา

super stupid for waiting
and in th end i get nothing bud waiting.
You promise to do it everyday, bud you broke it.
the only last chancee and now is already gone.
You can't keep your promise, so do i. I'll let go.

Have been waiting for that someone bud is still not here.

people telling me times haven come.

bud everyone around me kept saying why doesn't i have one as all friends ard are all attached and

why am i still SINGLE for so long.

*I seriously dontknow how to reply*

Is not i doesn't wanna find, bud there's no one that are able to prove me they're serious and they

really do LOVE me bud not LIKE.

Someone told me Love and Like is 2 different kind.

I've already let go and forget about what had happen in the past.

bud memories somehow tourturing people. . Asking me not to hate you is possible

bud asking me to forget is IMPOSSIBLE. ((:

2009-12-27T00:23:00.000-08:00

Tired tired tired.
Finally OFF, and slept till afternoon den wakeup.
Night 7plus went Mall to meet Manuela and her bf to have dinner.
After dinner over kovan superbowl to lepak. They are seriously so DIRTY. Hahahah.
Envy envy envy envy. ((: Xiaoboi came down and find me and manuela's and her bf went back after xiaoboi came down. He's damn stupid playing racing car -__- after his game went out to lepak and cab home with him.
and later still have to work whole day. DAMN SHAG AHRG !!!!

该怎么说让彼此选择
当思念还转动
那孤寂的天色好冷
温柔好我在胸口浮现你的面容
也许我们当时年纪真的太小
总爱懵懵懂懂走进各自天空
那是什么让彼此选择
又不仅是尊重

2009-12-25T00:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MANUELA!

Hope you enjoy with your bf ahs and dont forget me ahs.

Gone tru up and down with you also. Suddenly because of working matter we didn't contact for few months and we're back again. thanks god man. You're always here with me. And we talk cock everytimeee and somemore talking bad about people. Hope this will go on. Thanks for being there for me last few month ya. and also I'M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU ALRIGHT.

Spending x'mas all alone this year. Many stuff that happen seem it's just yesterday.
Idk how to spend my NEW YEAR! All alone.

no one there when _ sad
no one there when _ need a listening ears
no one there whenever _ need a shoulder
no one there when _ need someone to confort me
no one there when seeing couple holding hand bud not __
i can name more den 15 whenever i need someone there for me.
feeling damn down bud i dontknow why.

one thing i can say i still miss you be it taking bus listening to mp3 walking i guess you left too much hurts to me and because iloveyou too much. Letting you go is too difficult, cause you're in my mind. i can't say it out to my friends, cause they will only have one words for me. STUPID DUMB FOOL by thinking about him. Guess you left too much memories to me.

2009-12-19T23:25:00.000-08:00

Thur night melvin came to find me and den ride me over to fernvale to find sam. I almost died on his hand. Lepak awhile till 2.10am den he sent me back again.

Shhh, i was damn bored so take photo. lol

Friday - WorkingWorkingWorking. T.T damn funny, everytime with peishan we everytime got abit conflict. In the end both also say sorry. Night Fionna &Stephanie came, After Jasper came and i straight away went out and Went suntec to get stuff first (damn funy inside toilet), den to ClarkeQuay inthend cab back to sengkang to lepak. Aftermath homed (:

Saturday which is today went Suntec to work. &Bloody hell my leg full of blister. __
left quite early and over to sengkang to meet Aloe and steph. ((:
Homed ard 10plusss.

IMY

2009-12-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

awake by lots of missed calls bud i slept back didnt pickup. Hahahah. Bloodyhell tired !
awake by peishan calls as i tot got important stuff to say. lol.
hangup and went back to sleep and ^@%@&$(@&! gary called after 10MIN later-.- asking yesterday stuff. Know i sleeping still call so early. &#(@&#(@
BACKED TO SLEEP.

Wakeup at 1plus to prepare and meet Manuela. Actually wanted to go Simlimsquare first. Ended up Manuela say go for haircut first. In the end 4plus till almost 7pm we're inside. She's like waiting for me for 3FcukingHOURS. Power manuela. 7plus rush to take cab down to MS. Went SG with Manuela and came out both of us kept saying damn bloated. otw home manuela still can say she's hungry -.-

2009-12-04T23:55:00.000-08:00

Iam soon dying. Sneeze for the whole fcuking day.
Stop saying my face everytime so black lehs. People who know me should know i everytime can play and laugh with them. lols
Japser ask me to close shop at 9.35pm. So went toilet -> sticks and came back shop to clean everything and went outside to talk with karen. Left ard 10.3o, and iam home at 11.3o. Stupid JAM at CTE. tsktsk.
Blooody nose. ^%$*@^@&!@&$^#)

2009-12-04T00:46:00.000-08:00

Photo on 31oct2oo9. Thanks to laogong and dar. Just cope from wei's blog. Haas.

2009-12-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

Disappointed disappointed.
work and homed.
anw randoming saw Peiling at my shop.
Watch Taohuaxiaomei and Gongxiji at shop whole day.
Night time ...
Someone make me abit piss off. Bud no worries i don't take it to heart (:

and now my mother is trying to provoke me.
enough is enough. i totally feel disgusted by everything EVERYTHING.
This is not a HOME i wanted. i don't know who can i talk to. Bud Aaron should knows why and what happen yea.
soon my blood pressure sure rise due to recently stuff that happen. &#^#*@)@&$(@

要說的多用力才能留下最堅定的決定

I don't think i like you neither do i love you.
maybe i and you is just only relying on each other each morning.
Maybe from the start you should not have run up to my side and ask me question

2009-11-30T01:30:00.000-08:00

Met Manuela this evening, ps ahs tot of going SimLimSquare bud ended up something crop on. This SAT for sure alright. Chatted with Manuela at block for like 3hours ? Since we meet like 7plus till 11pm. haas. Like 1234728years didn't meet her.
Lepak with her seriously can make my mind go like not so me type. HAHAHAHAHS (You know what luh hor M). 11 left there. &Bused homeeee.
.
..
...

Many stuff happen since yesterday.
Thing at home getting worser. Bud i'am hoping if this is real.
Feel damn disgusted by him. My mum can seriously think till other country. lmao.
Planning to do passport soon before next year.
Mum was saying CNY bring us to other country for i also dontknow why. I wanna go genting with them luhs T.T
If thing turn up worse is all because of your behaviour outside. You damn make me feel so uneasy living in a same roof tgt with you. Maybe it turn up to be what mum's say. Ewwwwwwww !!!

If i will to leave singapore for a moment, i guess only MANUELA &AARON knows why. T.T

最痛是当时微笑送你走
等到你转身後眼泪也不敢流
只怕你偶然还会回过头

2009-11-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

Tired Tired Tired.
Watch GONG XI JI the whole day at shop with peishan.
Ended work at 7plus, actually staying over at shop to acc her, bud head spining so went home. 9plus left to ave8 to meet my 2beloved. On the way peishan and magdeline called so conference and talk tgt. We seriously can talk for more den 45min sia. Cheesefries at ave8 den over to point to lepak, awhile xiaoboi came.
Talk less den 20sentence and left.
HEAD SPINNING AHS!!!! Gonna wakeup 8am tmr.!!!

Pardon this photo, super cock.

bud now that i want you, you're moving on
i tried to call you bud nobody's home
i didnt know this, till you went away
iam always a day too late

2009-11-24T23:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER

Yawns, iam bloody hell tired. Since last week i got free driver to sent me home. Laughs. Jasper auto say sent me back 3day. Yesterday &today Gary sent me and peishan back. Laughs. We both look so dead after work everyday. Lepak awhile with gary at voideck talking about last time stuff. lols.
Thanks Peishan for everything. You know what. <3
JumpJump* Sat meeting Manuela like FINALLY. !!!

Still there's no one that can be able to walk into my life.
Iam able to forget him slowly. Bud somehow photo can never be deleted.

Iam sorry that you can't walk in my life now,
giveme some time, and i wanna see if this is your true colour.

2009-11-14T23:11:00.000-08:00

Iam glad i know alot of people and etc. Thanks for all the advise at shop.

All i can remember is 25OCT2oo9
Went point to meet Ernest first, den met Melvin there.
Bought cake den went over to meet Stephy and Fionna. Suprise her with cakes and dontknow where the hell she ran to. Laughss. (If you people are there for sure laugh till peng) Home at 12plus.

3Nov-> Mag's birthday. Work and Boss sent me home. Slack with him at my house downstair and went home ard 1am.
5nov-> Shan bought me Choco, Karen bought me SASA stuff Mag &Jasper came down and suprise me with cake. Thanks <3
6Nov-> Peishan, Karen, Sammie, Angie, Me &Gary went down StJames after work. Reach there straight &Gary open his bottle over there. Aftermath due to wanna open table so order one more bottle martell. And Angie's IS MAD ! lol.
Aaron is so good to come down StJames with friends to find me. HEEE! My boss good hor Aaron ?! Laughs.
Everyone getting high after finishing Vodka and half martell.
Kelvin came down from bangkok thaiD to find me, and too bad he's wearing slipper so unable to get in. Meet him outside awhile and his friend sent him back . STUPID AARONLEONG WENT MIA !
7Nov-> Gary &Myself stone one whole day at shop. Super Shag
&TODAY 14thNov-> Went meeting GPT.
Wei's House -> Mac -> Ave8 -> Hair and den sent pei to take bus. and we slack at ave8 till 8 plus or 9 and homed.
11 went out to meet them and also xiaoboi came.

Photo not in proper state

BabyE, be strong.
ineedyou to be here everyweek. Strong fine alright.
He knows you've already done your part.
Few steps from my house to your house, few steps to songka, few steps to console you, few step to make you feel better. Bud all this i can't even do a part. iam sorry.

R.I.P

2009-09-20T23:59:00.001-07:00

19Sept.

Work &ard 4plus NEA came &asked me tons of question, mind went blank each and every question she asked. DAMN IT. Gary still can laugh like idiot. tsktsk.
Mind can't even think well after being ask so many question .___.
Work and homed (:

20Sept.

Early BIG morning 7am wakeup and prepare.
Waited for lawrence to come fetch me after fetching Manuela.
Both me and Manuela went half dead after 1 or 2plus. 3pm i went over Marina as i still got work. I'm totally wore off &got to work till closing. Yawns. Waited for Manuela to end there and come to eat dinner tgt D: Hohohohoh.
Manuela eh, rmb what i sms you alright. <333333
&I need to faint with doggy now. BYES!

2009-09-18T00:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JURIST

RAH.
Work work work, since afternoon 3 i started sneezing till now.
Till 8pm i finish the whole dozen of tissue, &when gary come he needed to buy 5boxes of tissue to replace and let me use. HAHAHAHAH
I'm like going to die anytime. Whole body burning. T.T
Feel like taking MC for tmr, bud can't not enough people as Shan going penang ):
iam so going to faint to my bed. Update soon (:

Y, you disappoint me in everything. All your lies and actions.
A, you too .

在愛情裡太笨是不是我天真
愛情的那些課程我還沒修完學分

2009-09-08T00:20:00.000-07:00

5thSept

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASPER & YIYANG

After work went Kbox. With PeiShan, Manuela, S, Gary, Japser, Mag &Gary's gf.
Open Martell. Half an hour later, went out to prepare cake &Gary came out so went smoking with him den back taking cake in to suprise her. She nearly teared. Few hours later . Ended inside toilet puking. Gary's GF Hardcore drinker sia. Open another martell. Everyone going KO. Everyone Left ard 3.
Homed and went out again to meet cliques to drink again ... Chivas .__. Feel like KO-ing over at th bed. lol Forget to take group photo T.T

6thSept.

Off to shop ard 9plus. Waited for Peishan to come &mag. LOL.
&We started talking bout last night stuff. Laughing like sot .
Off to massage after Peishan end work. Damn shiok.

Blueblazeeee aftermath.

7thSept.

Took off to go down to do angkong, budden buddy not there, so decided not to do.
Home and went out with mum to ave8 to buy stuff, saw Yude and .... there.
Homed and went out ard 8 to meet Ernest. &den bus over to meet Melvin to pass him stuff, and also aaron. Lepak with him till 12 &homeeeed. .Yawns...

Bloated bloated bloated. T.T

Just a little .
Friends ard starting to lie to me over and over again. I hate this feeling.

2009-09-04T01:14:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAR(GEKTIANG)

Just reached home.
Work and went meeting darren awhile &off to Sengkang to meet Melvinnnn (:
Chatted and cab back ard 12plusss. Melvin, dnt worry about e cake yea. Hohohoh Seeyou on sunday ((:

I'm like a fool to everyone around me

2009-09-02T23:32:00.000-07:00

OFF today, went out with my beloved.
Went meeting dev first at mall, den mrt-ted to Bugis to meetup with others.
Saw cliques over there >.< Walk for 3hour inside and finally off to Marina.
Stay there till 10plus and cab back with them. Laughing like mad inside cab. LOOOL
Alight at outside stops and last min think of ernest, so went meeting him awhile and went home.

I never want anything anymore

2009-09-02T03:43:00.000-07:00

Fcuking hell lots of things happen last month.
Gonna stop BT already...
Since i started working at BT, i got lesser time for my friends, i hope our f/s is still there &is still strong enough as we sometime will chat online yahs.

9Aug09
Downtown East to find Manuela, Saw Piggie over there. LOL. 9Plus headed to ...... I forgot -.-

24Aug09
Work till night, Peishan came &she waited for me to end work.
After work over to Kenko for FishSpa . LOL Both of us like screaming at first bud in th end we settle down and enjoy for that Precious 15min. LOL.

Forgot when took de. lol

你帶走的快樂我沒了知覺
一個人面對每個日夜

&There is too much question on my head. ROAR

2009-08-23T23:12:00.000-07:00

WHY WHY WHY ?

Someone just stab my wounds that have not been recover yet.

I miss my GPT T.T

2009-08-19T08:52:00.000-07:00

My silence is just another word for my pain

2009-08-09T02:44:00.000-07:00

Work &cab down to plaza to meet Steph &Fionna.
Den we bused together to Zhaorong's place to meet others.
Walked to JK with Sam, Zhaorong, Ahblack, Melvin, Aaron, Steph &Fionna.
Watching them talk cock. Left early due to something.

2009-08-03T01:06:00.000-07:00

2Aug2009
&finally got time tooo blog
Sick Sick Sick T.T
Night went over plaza to meet Melvin, Stephanie &Angie .
Lepak till 11plus &homeeee.

Ps ah SAM, recently thing crop up so can't meet you often. Hope you understand ya, after tues ok. ? Promiseee yahs

1Aug2009

Whole day at shop. Luckily is th last day i'm seeing P. &#^@)^#.
Didn't had meal whole day till night, had JXM with manuela, at that timing while i'm eating, fcuking lots of customer. -___- Can't eat a meal properly, Decided to eat abit more and go back to help . Till 10plus, done finish everything, Manuela &me left, Gary say sent us home. Hohohohoho. lol. Have puff &den went off. Had a talk with G after he sent manuela home.

31thJuly

Ended work and waited for YiYang till 11plus . -___-
Den mrt with him, he meet his friend at DG mrt, so mrt back hougang tgt. So coincidence his friend stay one stop away from me so he took bus tgt with us, &sent me homee xD.

如果我失去這一切能換來你的真心
就算失去全世界也不傷心

2009-07-12T15:55:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

Work - Mrt back with Angie - I dropoff at Hougang to meet Manuela
- Den Bus to meet Sam, melvin, ahblack, Zr &others - Vodka under voideck .___. - before 1am cab back with Sam, ZR &Manuela. - Head floating - Home and rest &went out at 3 to meet cliques for drinking again.

2009-07-09T23:19:00.000-07:00

Work Work Work...
Rot there with Angie while waiting for Gary to sent us home.
Left ard 10plus.

2009-07-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

Recently fill with work. Till i'm so tired already.

10AM .___. Cab down with Angie to work. Rot there till 9 sth with Gary -.-
had JXM for dinner &went out to have puff, went back at 10 &ask Gary sent us to Sengkang.
Angie &Gary laughing like mad when i ringup Paul &say sth. HAHAHAHAHS ! ^#$*@^#%@*. ( Recalling back th way i talk i feel like laughing now ) -.-
Actually to plaza to meet Fionna &Stephy bud zzZZz he's there. So ask Gary sent the 4 of us all to Stephy house below. Playing with his BIGBIG bear &he promise if i put back he gonna sent us homee often. HAHAHAHA . &Melvin came. 12plus Manuela &Lone came. zZzzzzZz.

Lepak till 1plus &home. Tmr gonna be whole day T.T

如果我失去這一切能換來你的真心
就算失去全世界也不傷心

11 DAYS !

2009-07-01T23:53:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY.

Work till 8plus &cab down to plaza to meet Melvin &aaron.
Awhile later all walk over to meet StephySZB, &den FionnaSZB came too.
Awhile later Javiour came too .___.
Slack till 11plus Stephy &me tio pull to Green by FIONNA. Roars.
1plus cab back to find M,J &A...
ROARS. Can die there man. .___.

1thJuly2009

Late for work .___. Roar rot there till 7plus. Melvin came over with Ahblack &Idk who to find me.
Left ard 9plus. Bused home with Angie,Melvin &Ahblack. Mmmmms! All half dead inside bus.

&Off to drinking xD

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

2009-06-29T02:19:00.000-07:00

Morning 9plus LG came over &went for breakfast. Sorry i was still sleeping.
Down at my house for breakfast, lepak till 12plus &cab to our work place.
Sent her to work &den i went expo.
ROT ROT ROT ROT ROT. Cab home at 5plus. Home &sleep till 7plus &over to meet Angie &den ahkor at RP. Roars, saw him there with alvin .____.

&Suggest to go over voideck as we change place for 2time he's still there .___.
Over to voideck awhile, my 2SZB came. So walk back mac to meet them.
We comb ahkor today. HAHAHAHS! Homed at 12plus ....

OverDuePhoto.

2009-06-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Anchorvale CC .
Is 6.52AM .___. I'm half dead now.

Yesterday Expo for work. &Cab home aftermath.
9plus went over RP to meet my 2 SZB. &over to Fionna's house nearby to lepak.

Happily onlining &Sam called at 1plus. LOL
So pull Manuela along. M cab to fetch me den over to fetch Sam &down to Achorvale CC opposite RIVER to look for Zr,Javiour &Arron. Which the smell is damn "NICE" over there. Watching them fish &cutting fish .____. zZZzzz .
I didn't know i can stay there for 4hour with that FISHY SMELL -____- LOL
5plus walk over to idk where as they wanna eat. Over to voideck to lepak.
ZR &SAM LEG's OHMYTIAN DAMN "NICE" uh ._____. BloodyHell. &left at 6plus.
Homeddddddd !!! &I feel so sleepy now bud i can't go to bed. -_____-
Got to meet LG at 9Am &work... T.T

MANUELA ontheway to meet her love. T.T

Full of Fishy smell now. ROARS!

2009-06-23T12:45:00.000-07:00

I just feel like someone just kicked me to the bottom deep sea, i can't do anything bud to die inside even if i know how to swim or struggle, I RATHER die inside.
Never had this feeling before and now here its goes.
Am i REALLY nothing to you. ?
Am i like a idiot to you ?
Am i too stupid to love you so deep ?
OR
Am i a FOOL to both of you ?
Maybe from the start you don't love me... I'm just a random girl walking past your daily life.
You make me totally ........
Thinking back i feel i'm so useless and like a fool.

You left me Speechless,Breathless,Lifeless, Meaningless& Motionless

That slash at my heart is way too deep.

2009-06-17T23:22:00.000-07:00

Met manuela &mrt to Marina.
HiakHiakHiak, thanks Manuela for .....(You know what) Hehs.
PizaHut for dinner &homed (:
112 to point to meet my 2 darlings .
&Cab home ard 12.

Gonna work tmr T.T &3plus got to rush to Sherry's house T.T

2009-06-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

Last night sneak out to meet Angie &over to Ave8. ZzzzzzZ
Supper over there, &over to lepak. 5plus walk to my house. Bloody hell tired, bud can't get to bed. Waiting &waiting even thou i know you're sleeping. Sighs...
&Finally slept after his msg .

ZzZZZzZz. Bloody sam called when i'm sleeping so soundly, asking me wanna work .....

Awake at 1plus, Angie went back &I went down to meet idiot .
3plus down to Marina to settle stuff &mrt back to hougang to meet Manuela.
Over to lepak, chat till cb got cat fighting &running toward our place. tsktsk.
8plus cab home .
10plus Min came over &fetch me over to 401 to meet Gene ahkor &his friend .
Den over to voideck to lepak . Laokor tell you more things next week when we meet ya (: Laokor finally got new charboooo liao . HAHAHAH ! &12 cab homeeee (:

Should be meeting cliques later on under my block if i didn't died peacefully at my bed later on. LOL

1more days to Siewlee's birthday
4more days to Sherry's baby one month
7more days to New work
8more days to Di's birthday

I miss th time talking to Prata T.T

2009-06-14T15:53:00.000-07:00

Head over fernvale, Over at ZhaoRong's house last night tgt with Reiko.
BuayTahan Ahblack.
3plus cab back to fernvale. Ahblack &brothers waiting for us.
Wentup, all th way i'm ........

Went back at 8am.

&
8 plus met Manuela downstair. Thanks ahs.... &Wentup kopitiam to have soup. 12am manuela cab home (:

2009-06-07T01:45:00.000-07:00

Work Work Work. Walkover to find Fionna den back to carrefour.
Angie came. Awhile later lawrence came &sent us over to Green .
.......
After eating walk over PP to lepak.
Fionna left after awhile. lol
D called. Batt died when chatting halfway *#&(@&&#Y$
Went home straight....
SwitchON phone not long msg came one by one .
So bath &rush over to meet Fionna.

4more days to Cath's birthday
9more days to PAY's DAY (:
10more days to SiewLee's birthday
13more days to Partyworld
15more days to HIS's birthday
17more days to Josh's birthday
48more days to Grandma's first year.
132more days to 姑姑's third year.

Starting to miss my both dearest.
She treat us th best, pamper me &brother alot.
Bud is going few year since they're gone.
I'm missing them in a state i make myself too emo for everything.
She's always th best in my heart.

Sorry if this recently days i'm so attitude,
dnt blame me cause i myself doesn't want that to happen.

Cheerup SIAOCHARBO
Everything gonna be fine alright (:

DAMN MY EYES _|_
DAMN MY HEAD _|_

2009-06-06T02:07:00.000-07:00

I'm going fcuking high now. LOL

5thJUNE2009!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERNEST IDIOT (:

6thJUNE2oo9
HAPPY SWEET 19th DEAREST DARLING (PEI) (:

Mummy went with me to suntec to settle thing .
Den mrt back to kovan. &Bused home.
After taking thing, cab down to amk to meet my 2beloved.
Nebo for Dinner. *Full* !
Den saw XB. After eating walk over Jubileeeee to cut PEI's cake.
Lepak over there &drink over there. LOL.
11plus cab over Wei's house. ROAR. So wanted to FAINT there.
..........

Photo shall show everything (:

I can't find a reason to smile now T.T

2009-06-02T00:34:00.000-07:00

Rotting at home .
Headache getting worse T.T Wtf.

10 plus head over to JalanKayu to meet Angie.
ROAR. fcuk that driver, make me have to cab there . &#^$*%@@&
Reached JK, sat there not more den 30min.
&Cab to Angie's house nearby .
Not more den 30min i cab home -.-
MY STOMACH IS KILLING ME !!

I miss chatting with PRATA ):

3more days to Ernest's birthday
4more days to Pei's birthday
9more days to Cath's birthday

MMMMMMMM

2009-05-31T19:33:00.000-07:00

Eyes burning. Head dying.
Bloody head spinning like wtf.
#$%&@*#^$_@%#&#^@)!&_

Dying

Dying Dying
Dying Dying DYING !!!!
T.T Dying badly
LOL

I really feel like dying now.

I want my polarbear now !!!!
T.T

2009-05-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

Bus-ed down to meet Steph &Fionna. Hohohohoh .
Lepak till 9pm.
Lawrence sent us to JalanKayu and treat us Prata. Super Full.
After eating he sent Steph home first, den fionna &den meee D:
I wanna take home boss DOG T.T

Imissyou POLARBEAR !

2009-05-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

Reach work ard 2plus.
4plus went out to smoke, till 5 den went back .
6pm go off. Waited for bus fcuking 1hour. In th end took to dhboyMRT.
Den train down to meet WEI. Fcuking i think 2week didn't see her already. LOL
MRT to mall to eat den over to voideck . Having weird talk. HAHAHAH !
10 cab homeeee D:

&DCYL this is for you.

Fcuking for you, you think i wanted to see you and give you that fcuking fucktard face eh. YOU BULLY and make her UPSET &DO you expect me to give you a HAPPY FACE smiling at you like a RETARTED all th way? WTF. HONGKAN LUHS! NNB.

Say it right infront of me next time if you see me luhs. I'll be happy to hear that. Bloody Shit D:

&FOR WHATEVER STARTING WITH M.

Please hor, P don't own you any single shit. Stop giving those fcuktard sentence to her. TSKTSK

&Sorry for those neglect when i'm working . still in my heart. GPT <3

Having a very weird feeling now.
Fcuking moodless.
Idntknow what to do.
&I dnt wish to cry. Bloody tear flooding. LOL

2009-05-25T23:22:00.000-07:00

2009-05-24T23:56:00.000-07:00

Angie ton at my house for 2nights. LOL We're busy sleeping whole day . Wtf.
Tons of funny stuff came to our mind.
I'm getting more pig like R already T.T
Skip work for 2day. Bud in th end did went down awhile, as boss SCREAMING !

YAY, off day tmr again. &missing R like wtf D: